this cold air is choking me
has its hands around my throat
it's impossible to breathe
and it feels just like the last time you got me
you're too far down now
reaching out is not that hard

*i'd wait for this forever
but you don't want that
i treasure every moment that we share

you wanted nothing
and that's exactly what you got
this isn't true, what they tell you
when i'm gone, i'm really gone this time

no more excuses on the line
cause i'm not here anymore